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3.23.2024 1:46pm

2.12.2024 11:40AM

If David Lynch said stealing was a sin, and that it lowered your energetical frequency, I’d quit today. 
Only david lynch. 


Nikola Tesla the inventor of AC [alternating current] electricity. Elon Musk sure loves his batteries. 



2.8.2024 or 8.2.2024 as they do here.
Been at the csm library twice or thrice a week . Nasa of art school’s jesus. Fuck you Pratt stingy facility fuck yu.  Every book i need they got... Coffee and banana give me weird breth. Gum isn’t that big here in London I believe... British people have been kinder than New Yorkers thus far. I’m also sunken on this turquoise king size bed.

SQUAT / and New Bike / Tagging / Grey 

6.29.2023 3:21pm

(Lacrimosa)
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart 
is the  most extravagant name ever given to a human. it’s kinda evil. evil genius. 

daisuki na papa to sannpo   NOV 17. kimi’s gdi

Blessed. Blessed. 

I feel your love so deeply. 
I feel love from your palms that directed towards the sun atop the slope. 

you obeyed, rather gave in to my nagging, 
and took off your maroon gloves to absorb vitamin D through those pores.

but your joints were so fragile while descending the slope. 
you don’t show dissapointment when I call for home and then cancel

I am not far ways from home. 
but when i ring your phone to hint that i’ll stop by,
you always make sure to defrost extra food
Or make my favorite eggplant dish. 
it’s because you want us to experience the opposite of your childhood,
a parentless apartment and cut off electricity.  

you hide intense emotion,
writing that makes me tear up in class. 

watching you cook me a huge breakfast as endearment makes the sun halo around your silhouette that somehow feels shorter than it used to. 

A bellybutton-less papa .
A man who ceased generational trauma. 



NOV 27. Defining Love at the Probation Castle 11pm.

NOV 17. 11:05 AM  [kimi’s]

I can’t comprehend your pain enough. 
That distraught you are placed through.
In some moments you cried out utter peace, 
I question the human mind
I question the fluidity of emotion 
I question concrete decisions
I question intuition to paranoia
I question right from wrong
            wrong to right, 

            because my left is your right. 
            & your right is your biased opinion that my mind will interpret on the spectrum of this given description. 

Perhaps I do push for control. 
How can I not in this chaos of miscontrued perceptions we each hold against our free will? 

I hug you to cover your sobs.
the warmth of your neck is so real i thank that i get to be human.  
Even your sniffles sound fake to me. 
Trust is like a filter, 
My right ear perceives your word, 
and by the time the echo of your last word has left your throat, my mind has done the doubting. 

All we wanted was the reassurance of Love. 
To escape the isolation of losing another loved one. 

i can’t afford. 
i do not love  it. 
But i care for it like a cradle I cannot detach from

I now wait. 

The Door.

Minus an ‘S’ and Jim Morisson. [12.25.2023] 11:09 pm

Having a door is a privilege. 
Had a room to myself for the first time in my life. 
The door. The psychology of a door. 

What I mean is, privacy is a privilege. A door is privilege. A single door that creaks back and forth is accountable for so much privacy! 
You get to close it when you want to close the world off like a light switch.
It’s not a big deal to those in my surrounding community but it pretty much rocked my world. it enhanced my process of thought, and I developed a better comfortability around the hush-hush.
Prior to college I always shared a room with my younger brother. That had its valid merits, like being able to study another human being in my peripheral vision at all times whether I liked it or not. 
That is deeply linked to the observational skills both my brother and I have accquired. So here is a list
pros and cons of having a room w a door 
Pro’s: 
- Music at your free will 
- your own rules govern the space
- masturbation
Con’s:
- Time gets lost, aka sleep schedule
- if a cockroach appears, you are responsible for it. 



website transfer still in progress. Taking final projects serious .. back Winter break xo stay fuckign swag 
12.20.23







THE PERFECT ORCHESTRATION OF DAYS

BETWEEN RiPE AND ROTTEN IS HARD TO DECIPHER

LET THE GUT BLOAT TO ATTEST THE RESULT

BUT BY THEN IT'S A FATE INEVITABLE

I KNEW RASPBERRIES WERE THE ANSWER.

I GIVE YOU EYES, KNOWING THERE IS NO PRICE

I SOUGHT FOR SAND. 

THE MORE I CHASED,THE QUICKER IT CORRODED TO THE SEQUENCE OF ROPES.

FEBRUARY 18, 2023.



An Anti-design Manifesto by Neville Brody to the right.
My future children will be seeing this magnetized on the fridge every time they reach for juice.

This generation was replaced by he Thatcher / Reagan paradigm of Culture = Money. Thinkers became earners, Creatives became entertainers, and a whole dumbed-down generation now feels entitled to success and profit without having to work or think too muchWe are now left with a spiritual hollowness. The belief systems of consumption and commodity have been exposed as empty. Revolution is a distant echo lost in the white noise, and religion has been largely subsumed by globalisation. Virtual experiences have replaced human touch. Analogue culture is now the exotic.



(3.7.2023. 11:53AM) Tuesday Morning Lecture class














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(23-27-02 FEB 27,  1:12 AM)


This decapitated head of Rick emulates a young fantasy of mine.

I found out about Michele Lamy a week ago.  And boy was I in awe. It scooped my inner love for expressionism that'd been defenestrated by a filter of college assignments and lack of time. 


Her look from Paris FSW 2020: Closely emulating my attachment issue in my childhood. My papa in particular. As a child I took leverage of my imagination, often times making myself sad. (?!) The one my head 'enjoyed' the most is : where I am stranded in a desert with nothing but my fathers head. I had a mental oath that even if it meant trudging through the heat of
Paris FW 2020
the Sahara, I'd carry a part of him with me till death.

And his head would be a talisman of my love.

The healing of time was to be neglected. 
Funnily enough, in this crystal clear visual that remains in my head, my father's decapitated head is always attached to my 6 year old self's right hip.  

So is Rick's in this flic.Rick and my Papa live a similar fate.





(February 23, 2023)

  7:28PM (Pratt Library  fl.3)

The new system of ATS is so rigged- it's a prime example of digital world neglecting real talents and skills due to "formatting" values being the priority.  ATS aka (Applicant Tracking System)-an automated system where your resume will not be touched nor glanced by the raw hands of recruiters. I hate the advancement of technology.
Or do I hate lazy humans being intelligent enough to feed laze and not realize they cannot take back what's been created.
 
#GeoffreyHinton











People are afraid of vulnerability. How can you not be? But I don’t want to lose to the ways of the World, therefore I share a lick. 
Manifesto SEX GOD.